And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets
I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
To all who's there for me
It's a blessing from me

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

work!

NATO! what does it mean...do you all know?? it means " No Action, Talk Only". what?! it's so...what the @#%@#@. thanks god anyway cuz it was just ajoke from my aunt...if not...hahahhaha...

monday..
we had permission from my aunt to collect out pay on this fri 22/12 though the company's payday is on 26/12 mon. as my sis-in-law is the manager of the human resource dept...we have to ask for her agreement la. then she dun agree...so we tried to annoy her then....
she #$%^&$$@# one la.. she called my bro to scold us over the phone...
so this goes the conversation(in mandrain):
bro: what you all want??
me: nothing la.. just ask her(my sis-in-law) if can get our pay earlier on 22/12 on what.
bro: why you all need the money for??
me: haix...to buy papa and big bro a b'dae presents. moreover, we will be working only to 22/12. so we need the money.
bro: no money then no money la. it's the thoughts that counts. if really need to buy then get it from mum la.

okay.pause here.what the hell man...what"no money then no money la"?? if this is what you think that what for having such a big wedding and what for buy house huh?? why borrow money from dad to buy house?? why??why?? explain la!
"it's the thoughts that counts"?? ya.. the thoughts that counts. bullshit him la...next time he got children, then i shall tell them not to give any presents and just say a 'happy b'dae 'will do, since only the "thought that counts "wat... rite??
btw...we are no that shameless like you ... ask money from mum... a university student who got part time job yet still get pocket money from mum?? why do you think you should be doing that??

bro: okay.let me tell you first. she is kind to call me up to talk you you all is not she will not give you all 'face' and will just scold you all. you all dun think that this is you dad's company so you can mess with everyone and everything. if you can't wait then dun wait. somemore, this is private limited. if you dun noe what's private limited that go check dictionary. okay. hear that??
me: ya!
bro: i dun want to heard any rubbish from xiaoting(my sis-in-law) if not you all three will get it from me k?
me: ya okay. bye.
bro:bye.

@#$%^&*()_@#$%^&*())(*^%##@$^^*&^&^*@^$$*#@($($*@&$&@$$#!$@!^@@)(
i was like receiving the whole chunk of rubbish talk from him la. nv ask things clearly then anyhow scold us. my sis-in-law is justa small manager. my aunt is the share holder cum senior manager! her words is final! we just ask my sis-in-law for acknowledgement. she have no right to say "no"!

as for my bro, is blood relationship closer than skin relationship(marriage)?? believe all his wife's word?? he should know that blood is thicker that water!siblings will not betray you! wife can betray you and divorce wif you anytime!!

if you think that your greatest achievement for your whole life is to marry this wife, then you are wrong! WRONG! WRONG! WRONG! your greatest achievement is to have these 4 sibling who is always there for you.

scare your wife than say la. coward. you will have back karma one day for sure. all the word thatyou said today, will all return back to you 12 years later on this day too. we will be scolding you.

tuesday to wednesday ...
work work work. ignoring my sis-in-law. raining heavily. help!! i need an umbrella

thursday..
work work...second last day of work...hahaha .

so over all the job sucks. i shall learn clever next time. cheat me la. nv mind i shall learn from my mistake.

mistake 1: comfirmation for thing to do.
mistake 2: comfirmation of payday.
mistake 3: comfirmation of how lunch is provided.
mistake 4: comfirmation of working days and hrs
mistake 5:comfirmation of pay when working overtime.

anyway...i won't be going to join JL at her b'dae party.really srry cuz must work tmr.. so here wish you happy birthday joyce.. i will always remember you and love you... merry chirstmas and happy new too. you will be going to the 27/12 class gathering?? hope to seee you there!!!

AND stop the rain k??

Saturday, December 16, 2006

dorky letter

i receive a very stupid letter from tkgs..... anyway...it's no one's business! or maybe just none of my business at this point of time la...

so the letter was just abt this stupid remedial for those "identified" student will start from term 1 wk 9 , 2.15 to 3.30 in the afternoon except for tuesday. as for those "unidentified" ones will need to keep the time freee for remedial/consultation...i think they should just as will say that sch hrs extended from 1.50 to 3.30pm la...haix. sad for those "guys"(as in ladies) who are still in the TKGS.. gd luck aniwae..

oh...almost forget abt the "concentrated ca" schedule in wk 6 or 7 of term 1 to 3. imagine...if they give tons of homeworks and projects during term 1 or/and 2...it's really OMG! *fainting with oxygen mask on* X(. all the best to all the friends out there.

haha...not to scare you ppl la...just trying to show you another point of view wat the letter is saying...

i am so anxious now....okay...the results of the PAE is released.but how come my seniors haven't update abt the results of the PAE?? okay...i shall relax.*cross my fingers*hope that they dun get into TJ to join me.

btw...just went to my seniors' blog.. i just found out that i dun really miss tkgs or the life there...
i dun really miss the food there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the teacher there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the squadmates there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the seniors/juniors there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the any corner e.g. central staircase there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the long queues there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the days eating at fitness corner there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the days that i'm eating in class secretly there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the bookings there like my seniors do.
i dun really miss the push ups there like my seniors do.

i hardly remember the school song.
i hardly remember the sch hrs(sometimes).
i hardly remember the sch cheers..

i'm really sorry, but it's the truth..very very sorry to everyone esp to those who rally miss tkgs alot alot.

all i can remember vividly is the times where i spend outside of sch with my dear friends...

it's like wat the hell to some people...
but hope that at the end of day i still can remember there was such a place called tkgs whereby i had studied for the past 2 years during sec 1 and 2.....

And to think again, from the very first year my heart wasn't with tkgs at all(cuz i wanted a transfer to duman high). then there's a change when i learnt abt this IP...and end up in TJ..maybe it's just my fate.

anyway...i was quite satisfised to know lot's of ppl there..

my value profile???







Your Values Profile











Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You don't really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:

You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!

Humility:

You value humility a fair amount.
You tend to be an easy going, humble person.
But occasionally your ego takes over.
You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance a fair amount.
You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.
You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.
And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.





The Five Factor Values Test

really??okay...ya...i'm a gd liar most of the time... but they dun kill! that's the most important part...at least they dun hurt....

Friday, December 15, 2006

important tjc detail....

date: wednesday, 3 jan 2007
time: 6.45am
place: tjc theater lecture hall
things to bring: pe-tee,water bottle, pencil box, cash
attire: tkgs uniform
extra-info: 1.buy the tj uni during the first week.
2. mon-fri we wear the TA black polo tee except for wed we wear the full jc uniform
3.no books to buy except for the 2450 bucks HP laptop.

in the lost land

ultra lost now...so many questions....who can help me to answer them???
1. who are the tkgians in the same class as me??(btw...i'm in 1D)
2. what time does assembly starts??
3. doesn't sch start on the 3rd of jan??
4. why does rachel seah said that there will be 4 days of orientation??
5. how and when to purchase the uniform??
6. what are the folders that rachel seah gives to ashley abt??

someone answer me! quick!
do you think i should just call up or email rachel seah....
or should i not.... cuz i dun even know her at all...only heard her name before la...
if not email mag or jolene? dun you think it's very annoying?? haix....wat should i do??
rely on kim?? ask her to be the messager?? isn't that mean to her?? haix...help me!!!

SOS!!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

escape!

very the bored...dunnoe wat to do first....so many things in my mind now!
things in my mind currently:
1. korean language v.s. A maths and E maths!
2. playing comp v.s. exercising!
3. saving v.s. spending...
4. doing CIP hrs v.s. working for $$...
5. eat less v.s. sleeping ???

But..... most inportantly... i found our that my ma'ams are getting involved wif this stupid PAE thingy! it's was like OMG!(thunder lightning everyway!)worst is that ma'am kirstie wanted to make it to TJC(i think is like more or less her 1st choice since she live near bedok that area) and ma'am soo ming and cera have the first 3 option the same..... HELP! wat should i do?? learn from YR??
1. hop onto the ambulance and run away??
2. pretend feeling giddy and faint??
3. hide behind big objects??
4. pretend that you nv saw that person... then if that person came over to you...then you just smile back ...said" hi...oh...i didn't see you just now...hmmm anything you want to say if not i need to leave cuz i am very busy..."and run away??
5. pretend to be very busy talking to someone else???
6. fall a sleep instantly??
7. keep running as if you are followed by a stranger....then if the person dun stop then turn back and say" stop there...stop following me! stay where you are!" RUN!!!!!!!!!!

does it work?? i hope so...

Monday, December 11, 2006

funny and important scene in "my girl"


esp 03 part 6...so funny la..she fall onto the floor.


eps 04 part 1... OMG! YR fall in the toilet again!GC saw everything! HELP!


esp 06 part 1 ...YR is really funny! look! she could just sleep like a pig when she just had this big bite of fruits! hahaha!


eps 7 part 1...star picking! wooooo..


eps 7 part 2... revenge!


esp 09 part 1... GC kept falling into YR's stupid trick! can't believe it! GC wake up! hahaha!


esp 09 part 2... JW v.s. GC....


esp 09 part 3... how to prevent a man from entering your room?? find your answer from YR!


esp 09 part 4... falling off the stairs! help! AMBULANCE!



esp 09 part 7... go YR! kick him!


eps 10 part 6... oh...poor JW..never mind 'Bye SIS!'


esp 11 part 2...JW v.s. GC round 2


eps 12 part 1... couple??cousin??


eps 12 part 7... hooray!! it's snowing!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

my girl!


eps 13 part 1


esp 13 part 2


eps 13 part 7


eps 14 part 4


eps 16 part 5


eps 16 part 6


eps 16 part 7 (ending)

working bee week!

oh... recently i was like a bee...so busy la. okay let's start with last wk.

tuesday... fri
i was working at the factory. tearing some secret/ confidential stuff...it was damn tiring. the file was like 30 cm thick each. total file that was completely is unknown...(not that we don't count it....it's too much to count.)

i hate the canteen there. so lousy and so small... so little food also and their food sucks!i hate banman. it has a weird taste. dunnoe why sis like to eat... it gives me a stomachache too. OMG.
i hate to work over time la...ever since the 1st time working...we are always working overtime w/o pay. how can it be??? i want $$$.

anyway...let's talk abt this week...

monday to wednesday...
i get really mad with my sis-in-law this time. wat's the big deal of finishing all the work huh??work is never-ending! just believe me just finish wat you are suppose to finish on that day will do. anyway i just found out that everyone there was treating us very well btw even that shorty. ahahahah

thursday to friday...
it was a nightmare! urgent rush of my sis-in-laws wedding vidoe clip! she's such an idiot! she was the one who requested us to make it for her! change here change there....watever rubbish and in the end she said she dun want and tell us to send the vidoe clip to her younger sis for edition. it's like omg! who on earth do you thing you are??can you show some basic respect to the people who help you up with the vidoe clip??
anyway....too bad the computer is opposing you too. the computer breakdown! and another one went auto-shutdown and was currently crazy. serve you rite man.

that not the worst... she ask my bro to come home to sleep before the wedding ceremony...cuz she said that according to the chinese custom, the groom and the bride are not suppose to meet the day before the wedding ceremony...i think that is very stupid and retarded.now is 21th century! stop being superstitious!

saturaday to sunday ....

the wedding ceremony day. it was like in a lost land...dunnnoe what is happening..what to wear...wat to do ...what to say..
i hate these feeling.lucky it just all ending by the time of 12.30pm.

btw....i was watching this certain korean drama called "My Girl". it was so funny...so touching and so romantic...Bbahshyah!