And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets
I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
To all who's there for me
It's a blessing from me

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

fate? coincidence??

today after sch..hang out with classmates.
very fun...
we started playing "concentration".
i was like a retard la..
whenever it'smy turn...
i will be like:
"huifen, huifen...."
my mind so slow la.
haha..

i saw shufen was abt to cry la.
dunnoe what happened..
i asked benedict abt it..
he say "i dunnnoe too."
he think i stupid or wat..
think that i dunnoe that he knew it
coz he was along with shufen..

after a while, the others started
the topic of shufen.
they said the reason she cried was:
coz she felt that the others left her out.
okay...ya..
so later she get benedict
to go with her sec sch..
and benedict was like those type of
very thoughtful and nice guy..
and he just get along
even he was not in shufen's sec sch..
the rest of the class was
extremely pissed with her..
coz they think that shufen
is a spoiled brat.

later went with the rest to
the bench under LT2.
started doing hw.
i was sitting with mag's project grp.
mag was like so feaked out la.
coz of this PRC guy called DEKAI(DK)

this is how the instant msg goes:
mag: where are you now?
DK: i'm at the hall.
mag: can you come down now??
DK: why come down?
mag: i thought that you agreed to stay back
after sch to do the project??
DK: but i can't.
mag: why can't? i will go up to find you.
(mag went to the hall and rush back)
mag: you are not at the hall. where are you exactly now?
DK: Victoria Hall.
~The End~

okay..so mag was going in this tune.
i hate communication barrier!
i can't stand ppl who dun english!

i was like OMG...how can you say that??
so i said to mag:
mag, it's not their fault for
not being able to understand english.
they also can't help it wat.
it's like if you go to china and
you can't speak chinese well..
so is that your fault too?

mag screamed:
shut up huifen! you know you are not in our grp.
you dunnoe anything. can't you just shut up
and go away? you are super annoying. you either
get lost or i shall move away.

WTF. who she think she is?
does she think everyone on Earth own her sth??
if she can't research anything for her proj.
then that is she and her grp prob..
stop blaming the others
and stop thinking only abt yourself.

later on..i went to the sport complex
to wait for table tennis tryout to start
so was there waiting to see
the frisbee training..or maybe
just play a while
before the starting of TT tryout.
after a while or wat, i saw LiHong.
the vice-capt.
he said that the training was cancelled.
i went to tell the guys(my classmates).
the guys was so like HUH? GO HOME LA..
i asked LiHong again.
then he said that can just play for fun
not the actual training.
i told the guys.
they went down to play..
...

Melvin and ZhiHong was wearing their long pants.
jolene, from far, saw ZhiHong thought that
she is a girl, wearing skirt to play frisbee.
hahaha so funny la.
anyway..the 2 of them were called up
due to improper attire.

haha.so i went to check if
the TT start already or not.
when i turned my head to look back.
i saw someone.
it's coach Gan(Yan coach in chinese.
but not quite sure.
i went to the room.
it's really him.
introduction of YAN coach:
1. his my pri sch tt coach
2. he had stopped teaching in kong hwa sch..
3. he's married and had 2 daughters
4. living in tampines.
5. very nosey person
6. very naggy.
7. sarcastic at times.
8. like to give i'm-gonna-kill-you look when angry.

okay..that's all.
we started of with like a small conversation.
in the end turn up into gossips.
i told him that i was taken in by squash
and that i also want to join
leo club and ultimate frisbee.
so he starts to say that
squash and utlimate frisbee
are lousy sport..
okay...hope that he dun mean it.

he got this TA3 girl to
convince me to take up TT and squash only.
that girl seemed to
hate me at first sight la..
can't stand her.
she start hitting the ball so hardly.

okay..anyway in the end,
the coach said something really nice:
"you haven't throw back all those stuff
i taught you. you are doing very well.
did you went STTA to practice?? "
and told me to consider abt joining TT.

btw the TA3 girl was called
magdelene too.
why is ppl of the same name
behave the same way..
so irritating la.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

crazy?!

with my new toys currently..
okay it's a fujitsu lifebook..
first and for all..
i shall declare that it's my husband
and it's great name is called
FERN!!

so back to last fri when i go to collect my new PC tablet.
i was so hyper la...
class 1C and my class was in this room
having out PC tablet briefing together la
i saw the MLC(malay-looking-chinese) guy.
okay.. he saw me and i saw him.
he recognised me as the crazy girl 
who went to play frisbee 
and get myself in the mud. hahaha
ya...and i also realise that he's the guy 
who was in field event with heeqmah,
friend and classmate of ShiLing 
and was in class 1C.

so we just greeting each other la...
then i was chatting with Shi Ling abt
the frisbee thingy across the room la
so shi ling was asking me wat PDP(aka CCA) i'm taking
i told her that
maybe i am joining
squash, table tennis, frisbee and LEO club.
the MLC said:
wha..you go super ah...want to join so many PDP...

i was so 'high' by then...then start
bobbing on my chair la..
i felt that my chair is lowered down
and it was that MLC guy..
i was so angry..
so an eye to an eye
i lowered his chair too la...
i said to him:
why you lower my chair??
(i smacked his arm wif e cardboard in the com. package box)
he said:
"wha you damn super la..."

after a while..i heard a guy played the mosquito ringtones
so i found out is this another guy from 1C again.  
okay. so i say:
excuse me? are you the one who is playing the mosquito ringtone??
that guy was like "ya" in a stupid way
so i was like really annoyed by him and i reply:
can you pls switch it off before i feel like bashing you..

hahaha..
that busybody MLC heard it la...
then he was like wha...super xia..
i started laughing too la.
after that the MLC guy said to his classmates :
"wha...that girl really very super xia
like the 7 wonders of the world..really very super"
so i was like abit crazy too la..
i was laughing as i told him this:
"shut up before i hit you again"
(with the cardboard in my hand)

okay..
anyway...again together with class 1C
for humanities lesson
we went ard the sch to do our lesson task.
my grp was walking on the 1st floor ..
then i heard this i-gonna-spit-sound.
so i looked on top..
found out that it was the MLC on the second level linkway la...
he was the one who did it..
i screamed back to him:
"you crazy ah...."
he then pointed back at me
laughed at me:
"crazy girl"
i'm like so OMG

okay..
so i dunnoe why that MLC like
to call me "crazy girl".
am i that crazy??
btw...esp to Janice.G, Jesslyn, Joyce.L and Kim
pls pls pls ...don't mistaken that
the MLC like me or I like that MLC or wat la..
i got really nothing to do wif him..
i am currently "married" to my new husband okay..
i am those loyal type..
so dun go back to tkgs
and anyhow say ah..
hahah okay...

anyway...quite sad to realise that
all of you had went to OBS...so sad la
no one to hang out with
to have "slacking" session.
really miss those days man.
love you girls man......
haix hope you all are back asap..

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Frisbee!

Woo....
went to tryout for Ultimate Frisbee!
anyway..joyce and kim
came over to tjc to visit me..
super sweet la...
then went to squash court
coz denise need to go for tryout again..
(coz the squash person ask her to go for tryout once more)
so we waited outside the squah court..
and took photos..

the scip peron mistaken us
as ppl applying as scip

then went the squash person arrived
denise then found out that
she was in the team le...
so she ask abt me la.
then she say
me, denise and chenyin
were in now.
so surprise rite..
actually i was only there to accompany denise
then suddenly out of nowhere
i am in the team le.

when to the grand stand
waiting for ultimate frisbee to start.
saw Shi Ling(former konghwa schmate)
she also want to play.
then i pulled kim and joyce along la..
and we started playing

they say that we very pro
then start asking questions like
does tkgs have frisbee?
do you all learn before?
how come you play so well?
do you pri sch have?
...
like investigation from the police
hahha..anyway..
this means that tkgs girls are pro
oh ya...kimkept hitting my "that thing "la..
wat the hell man..so pain la..
hahah ...
to kim:it's all right now le.

then when kim and JL went home
we start a mini game ..
then i slided into the mud...
whoosh...
now..
my butt, my legs, my shoe
are all in mud.

hahah..then i lied to my mum
that i played soccer..
so she said no-soccer-thingy with me in the car la..
and i agree
coz i am not playing soccer wat..
it's frisbeee.

oh...btw..kim and JL said that
calvin and JJ are very ugly..
as in ..
calvin is short and ugly
JJ is like a tall freak that looks like chiwawa..
but apparently..
i dun think that they look so bad la
cuz you can't control the way
your body and face grow.
as long as your look is presentable
you are good looking..

hahha..anyway...back to calvin
that idiot..said that i went to the floorball court
is all becoz ..
i wanted to see melissa's bro..
and that
i like him....
wat de...
i dun even noe that guy la..
dun even try to sayhow he looks like
or wat's his name la.
crazy de lor..
is a guy then dun act like a small woman
going ard to gossip..
are you gay or wat???

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

PDP tryout day 2

went to try out for squash and floorball.
today dunnoe why got so many girls at the squash court.
heard that they are taking in only 7 to 8 TA students this year..
very lucky..cuz only got 6 to 5 ppl came for the try out.


initially wanted to go to hockey tryout...
but when i saw them like doing so weird warm up
and this certain person whom i dun like is joining it..
so i give up hockey.
so after the squash tryout,
saw calvin's there...so chenyin and shufen led me over there la..
i went to the basketball court and saw ppl playing floorball.
so i was like asking how to play ad stuff.


there's this girl called melissa from TA 1A.
she started to tell us abt the newly founded SIC(temporary/not approved PDP)
which is the female football b div team
she is like so "on"la..
her bro was like guy who is also in the male floorball team..
accord. to her
she needs 5 more girls to join in the team..if not..
she will have to wait for next year OR..
get help from hockey girls team...
so any TA 1or 2 ppl..
if you happened to see this post..
pls help melissa.


so tmr..i will be trying out for ultimate frisbee which is at 5pm
and maybe table tennis...
aiya...dunnoe la..
the table tennis person nv contact me one lor...


btw...todae went to 7-11 during lunch time...
found $10 on the floor
then i asked whose one is that??
no one wants it
then i want to hand it to police center..
annabelle kwok wanted to use it la..
but i say cannot..
so this certain auntie in 7-11 took it from me
cuz she say wat..
since you dun want then i take lor...
so pissed with her..
she surely will get bad karma
for using ppl's "blood-cum-sweat" money.


warda went to elect for student council!!
her speech is so cool...
it just does not match with her innocent look la..
anyway..
go warda!!

Monday, January 15, 2007

rain? come or go??

went for squash tryout.
very cool...very fun too.
abt to rain...hope it dun cuz i want to go for my hockey tryout.
then aroung 4.30pm...
it is raining heavily...

rain rain go away.
come again another day....

okay..the stupid rain just dun go away.
it's not working...
who is the stupid idiot who invent the song??
sue him xia....

anyway...hope that tmr rain like mad la...
if not need to run for 2 km or wat la..
esp. in the delta's house PE tee...
btw..it's in the colour of the fonts below




so gay and so disgusting la...
hope it better rain tmr..
if not...die die. XD

CCA Promo. day @ TKG

went to tkg on sat.
i was wondering what to wear there??
home clothes? formal sch uni? red cross half uni?
theni decide to wear 3-in-1.
TKGS pinafore + TJC orientation tee + MJR pe shorts(my sis one)= wonderful outfit
by then it takes abt 15 min times.

when i reach TKGS, i saw mdm Khoo.
i was so scare that she will caught me or wat.
when i pass by the drama club,
this girl in the green cheongsam
came over with her fan and said to me
"join drama. join drama. pls sign up for drama club."
i was like "excuse me? do i really look like sec 1s or becuz you assume all w/o nametags are sec 1s?? "

move on to the study block.
there's interact club, av club, library club, art club, com club
last but not least...red cross
so i just walk past it then enter the art club room
to check out simin, nusha, weixin and tingke.
later dun why, i enter the rcy booth to take a look.
but moved very soon.
then saw mrs yong-seng chia chia.
she ask me abt rcy...guess wat i say
i said "it was as boring as before. no creativity.every year the same. nothing fun compare to GG and NPCC."

return to NPCC.help them to make their chart board stand up under the request of ms seah.
she ask me to help me NP. so i did. after all you know...
if a teacher ask for your help..there will be something in return...
then she ask me to add water to the ribena juice.
then she say can 'sample' it.
so i drank quite a lot la.hahah
very nice...
then i accept the other 'bribes'--sandwiches, ribena, maggie mee and milo from NP.
so i help to campaign for NPCC.
then some of the NP ppl ask me who i am and where i come from..so i said
'i drop from the sky.'

went to rifle range there for shooting.
ms seah was joking abt mr yong won't let me play.
so i answered back: if he don't want to see me or let me play, i will dig his eyes.
hahah very funny la.
btw...i was so hyper that i do one fever cheer and one bang bang cheer.
ms seah took a vidoe of the fever cheer.
oh..i found out that mr yong is TJCian.

went to drama booth to ask them to bribe me with their bookmark earrings.
went to interact club to ask them to bribe me with their candies.
went to art club to ask them to bribe me with their nice paper cranes.
went to band(JL) to ask her to bribe me with her yellow bunny at home.
so when the rcy ppl saw that i get many sec 1s and parents into the other cca's booth...
they "BRIBE" me!
they want it to be the last bribe that i am gonna accept*cross my fingers out*
hahah...watever la.. as long as you got food for me...then i will be bribe by you.*laughing *

i helped NPCC to give out stacks of newsletters in 10 min.
the NP girls are like so shocked..
they said that i'm a potential salesperson.

after the cca promo, the NP girls wanted to treat me to long john silver.
but cuz want to go out with jesslyn and janice...i turn down the offer.
then there go our gossiping session at kfc again.
later went to Mac to eat ice-cream...
then suddenly got 3 church ppl wanted to 'do survey'.
in turn.. it become a jesus talk.
the person talking to me is a45+ man..
his breath stinks like hell...but
i found out that he was an Ex- TJCian.
this the 2 batch of TJC.
on 78th year one.

rush off for dinner when i reach home.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

start lesson

okay..so i ended off from day 2 orientation rite..
HAHA.. summary of day 3 and 4 ..

day 3 is like game station in sch la...
very fun also
my OG won almost every game cuz some **OG play cheat lor...
keep you pail...cuz the water to spill
i kena surburn after the game..
went for mass dance later...
the dance was like super difficult like the dance one day 1

day 4...
meet up in sch like 10 am
went to bookshop to buy uni..
only have 29 inch skirt
it was like so tight...
i found out that Mag can't even zip up her skirt la!
went for rehearsal..
i was the shaker together with terry and annabelle
the celebration night was damn cool
dooga almost win la...
but too bad...
nyrah won...
anyway..congratulation.
after the celebration
the hall turn into a disco room..
everyone is so high
but got some freaks splashing water all around the place..
anyway it was very fun...
later i went to Mac for supper
and went home with peifen.

1st day of lesson.
the class was okay...Mr Ngoh and Mr Ho was our math teacher
mr ho is so like tkg's Mr Ho.
so boring..
izzit becuz people of the same surname behave the same way??
miss nansi is our civis teacher...as in FM la..
she is very much like miss izrina.
went back to tkg...
saw many ppl
my senior...some la...treated it as if they nv see me lor...
they angry izzit or want to revenge or wat??
so childish..
you think you all still pri 6...
'i dun like you...so i dun friend you...'
come on la..act like an adult then behave like one la...
saw yijun
so went to help her up with her npcc stuff.
found out that MINLI is migrating to australia tmr 6pm.
MINLI...i will miss you..love you too..

2nd day
having some lessons and pe...
quite gd..
meet up with kim and JL after sch to talk and gossip la..
okay that is wat girl's usually do...

3rd day
bored bored bored..
changing of sitting arrangement twice.
was in my grp now...
have PDP(CCA) exhibition.
wentto air rifle club to try out..
it was like so difficult to shoot properly...
annabelle was like so pro la..
she shot 3 in the balck circle ans 2 at the white circle.
i was like OMG..
'you are so talented!!'

so later went to table tennis
were divide into frps and my group won la...
so super happy
but annabelle want to leave asap cuiz she want to see the other cca..
so we went back to the building
near the audi..
we were stopped bythis dancer who was part of chinese calligraphy..
she was persuading us la...
was it was like so boring and who will join la.
then annabelle signed up for drama club
then we signed up for LEO club
went to hockey to play..so fun la...then i signed up again
hahah
went to squash court to play...
denise hate us la...
joking type la..
cuz we make her run all over the place. haha
join up too.....
hahaha

Sunday, January 07, 2007

the orientation wk day 2

day two(04 jan)

doogasaga was like so high today!
we had our fever cheer, baik cheer and bang bang cheer.
having amazing race from 8.30am to 2.30pm.
it's abt 4 hrs!
our area is at paris ris..

station 1 ...
at the basketball court in the HDB.
forming a cirle with your left hand sticking under your butt to hold on to the right hand of the person at your back.
then a string loop is to pass from one to another without breaking the connection.
i was the sencond person..then cuz the loop to small..the knot is untied.
cuz it takes like quite long for 20++ people to finish
so i starts from standing up to half-squat, then to squatting down and then to sitting down.
in the end, every on
doing the bonus marks items along the way.

station 2
when to downtown east
this station is abit boring la..
nvm skip this...

station 3
the park near downtown east.
quite boring also la..
the games goes like this..
remember the number and the pattern of the poka card.
the game station i/c then shift the cards..and we suppose to guess the correct card.

station 4
outside the escape theme park's entrance.
three people tied together and walk for a certain distance...
almost fall to the ground..
being ex-tkgian...
we shall nv fall.

station 5
paris ris bus interchange.
play string-lifting-coconut
we use like 4 thin rafia strings to lift the coconut.
so fun and the place is like so muddy also.

station 6
another end of paris ris bus interchange also...
everyone stands one the mat...
then must turn the mat over with everyone standing on it.
so cool la
we were the fastest grp la...

station 7
the nearest playground near the bus interchange
the lamest and most boring station on earth.

station 8
somewhere unknown near the fishing pond..
get blindfolded and try getting back our shoes...
i screamed and screamed la...

station 9
tampines bus interchange..
we sang happy birthday to attract attention.
objective is to make the ppl clap la....
those ppl just stand there can stare at us ...

bonus station
at sun plaze
unknown place, play volleyball.


back to tjc...
have our OG performance discussion la...
mass dance
the mass dance was so simple and cool.
mass dance rox....
recieved my o-packs(orientation packs)
they so cool also...
they have this tj file, this tj notebook, this utra-cool tj shoe bag and orientaion tee

the orientation wk day 1

hahaha..finally all is over now..every day back to home at nite.

day one
meet heeqma at tjc sch gate.
saw ma'am sooming at the sch gate bus stop. thought she's taking bus to SAJ.
waiting for mag...
went to LT2 and siting alone.
finding out that there's 5 tkg in my class.
my OG(orientation group) is called doogasaga.*cheer*
the cheers rox, but we are so sleepy.
the speeches by the principles and HOD is so boring la.*snoring*

icebreaking games ....
i saw ma'am soo ming and tanglin in the sch!!
the games are much more of those kind of introducing yourself la..
whacko and stuff..
then the JC1 came to join us for lunch outside the sch.
it was like damn difficult to differentiate(sp?) a TA1 and JC1.
it's like some JC1 are very kiddy la..then some TA1 looks so mature..

mass dance...
the mass dance was so difficult to learn..
it was a compulsory to pair up with a guy la...then i had this certain guy from ngee nee sec. JC1 called tran.
i know i am clumsy la...i hardly catch up the beat...
then he was like trying his best to lead me.
anyway..it was kinda lucky to pair up with her la.
cuz in mag's case...
her partner was like a wooden stick and doesn't move at all.
as for denise's case..
her partner doesn't even want to touch her.it's as if they are like the alike poles of the magnets, always repels.
sad xia.

back home..
around 7 plus.

Monday, January 01, 2007

before new year update

27 dec
went to class bbq gathering. it's not really a class gathering though...cuz out of 41 ppl only 7 turn up..
i went to sch to meet kim and to buy my sch badge. i saw my ma'ams haha... i dunnoe if i should greet them...but i just greeted them in case we felt awkward in the future when we meet again.
haha. anyway i had a little talk with ms seah and mrs yong(ms seng) on the way out..HEEEHEHE
so i end up in NTUC later with JL, Kim , Janice n Jesslyn. JL suddenly found her wallet misssing. she called her dad and he seemed to ignore her.. we went like dunping lots of stuff into the trolley, using up all the class fund la..
then we went to the bbq pit. it was so far away from marine cove.then it just start to rain out of the sudden. we then have our so-called 'class gathering' under this freaking shelter with more than 10 ppl squeezing in it, eating marshmallow dipping in honey, fries and chips.
when rains stop, we went to bowling la. then i only manage to strike once.ONCE! can you just believe it? Once!
JL went to buy maggie mee.hahaha...i was like eating her mee la..then someone from the back suddenly tap on my shoulder...scare me xia...it was this 2 malay guy..hahah
it was so obvious that they were over LEER la..come le AHGONG kick those guys out.. hahah...they keep pestering me for leer's detail...
guess what. haha..guess nothing la., dun anyhow guess guess la. okay...of course i didn't tell them la..i am very loyal to my friend k!!
but....if they bribe me with a a bowl of maggie mee...i might give a thought to it ..hahah..
later on...JL's dad drove us to police station to make report.hahaah cracking jokes in a solemn place..lol.

28 dec
went to my cousin's wedding dinner. his son looks like him not her....okay..hahah.anyway i have a nephew le..omg...i am now promoted as an aunt. hahah..am i that old??

30 dec
went out with JL and kim.
we went to bugis to have our breakfast at KFC...
then went to popular bookshop to buy sth..then i saw this cute little penguin soft toys la.. it's so soft....i want it!!
went to cathay cineleisure. watched death note 2.. not bad... worth watching..

i went meeting wif sis to go to vivo city..
so many ppl..shop wat??
btw..i dun like vivo. the things there are not suitable for teenagers at all. they were so ex...they are mostly meant for those working class who received high pays...hate it ... there's nothing to shop!
the dinner starts that 8pm due to some ppl who shouldn't be coming.
on the dinner, i met this certain cousin(my father's paternal cousin's son), benjamin, came over to say hello. then we chat for a while..abt sch and stuff. i guess he was around 17. okay..not very sure cuz he kept asking me and my sis question la....we dun have the chance to ask him anything...

esp for JL(joyce lee): he quite handsome..do you want me to recommend him to you...not bad one. quite smart too. you want?? i can help you. i mean it*serious*!

31 dec
didn't went to count down or what... stay at home eating nuts...
went to the tjc forum. it was a discussion abt the orientation. they were like quarrelling over the matter of having a mass dance or not...it was so stupid.. this matter went on for more than 5 pages of discussion. is there a need to do so??and the theme of this year is BOND 07. motto is like LICENSED TO THRILL instead of LICENSED TO KILL.

1 jan
received a call from the OGL(orientation group leader).i was in grp 4... wondering which grp is mag in.... ahaha...try to contact her asap la....

btw happy new year to all.